Meeting him was Accidental…
Knowing him was Coincidental..
Getting him was Circumstantial…
Unite with him is Identical.
This is the progress every soul has to come across when it destined to meet its predestined master. The same happened with me. Unfortunately I lost the chance to get direct initiation under his divine presence when I first met him in Girinar Kshetra, Junagadh. I realized it quite late, and there was no way to turn around the time and urge the great master to dispel the illusion that has blinded my vision.
Our meeting was mere an accident, a coincident or a chosen incident, who am I to define that or judge that? But I still remember, how my rational mind and logical brain colluded together that I almost mocked him when he uttered his given Sanyasa name to me.. I was so full of myself, quite ignorant and of course skeptical at that time because my education and my modern way of living made me to live and think that way. When we were about to parted our ways..
“Everyone has different course and time of understanding.
It’s a chosen destiny of every individual what they would learn and when…”
Only two sentences were spoken in local dialect thrown in our direction before returned to his gazing ritual at the setting sun while leaning lazily on the rough steps of the sacred mountain. The words struck in my heart like a spear, but I chose to ignore it deliberately or may it was my real destiny that hasn’t evoked till that moment.
Nothing remained as it was after that meeting, but I was too foolish to recognize that. Slowly, but steadily my interest has grown toward the true spirituality. Albeit, my mundane brain had always dragged me toward the worldly pleasures. The baseless assumptions and false pride of being above average intelligent that I have nurtured deep in my heart somewhere, eventually started getting diminish as if snowflakes melt in the presence of the warm sun light.
The second meeting with Swamiji was again unplanned – for me at least- and pretty surprising.., but this time my heart was little sincere so I decided to be a good listener, rather a good absorber of his compassion. Rest is history. I am not going to utter much about his divinity, but suffice to say, Swamiji is in direct lineage of Bhagwan Sadashiva’s own established Kaul Parampara and as other Siddha and Sanyasi referred him with great reverence; he is indeed the epitome of grace, compassion and love.
I hardly met him twice in last 16 years, if chronologically I count, but his guidance, his spiritual discourses and his unconventional ways to meddle in someone’s business are truly incredible. Swamiji according to some sages in Girinar Kshetra, is very mysterious personality. Indeed he is. He never taught me anything specific as his disciple; neither initiated me toward any Sadhna or worshipping path directly. He never supported me when I was meeting my doom, neither clapped for me when I have cracked any new cryptic or mystery. He is just there. Calm.. Composed.. Serene.. but I admit today wholeheartedly that…